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I told another lie today. I know the right words to say. "I'm not hungry. I ate before I left."

Someone told me how good I looked. And for a moment, I was happy.
I do not know the first time I felt that I was not good enough, the day I stopped eating. But that day changed my life forever. I know I should know better.
Sometimes I have it good. And then, for a moment, I find hope. But sometimes I have no good, and then I need your help.

I'm currently not good. And I need your help.